Omg... epic fail :/

OMG. Operation Luv is totally screwed. All my fault, as usual ***sigh deeply*** I was texting Skipper and he was talking about that girl he likes agaaaiinn so i just freaked and TOLD HIM I LIKED WIL!!!!!! Theres two major problems with my pyscho lie: 1) I really dont like Will and 2) I like Skipper! Omg fail. :( So I have 18 days til the luv deadline (May 18th) I have only 18 fricking days to a) get Skipper and b) fix this whole fricking messs :p

stuffff :]

ok. so a lot has happened since i last posted. i mean A LOT!!! im gonna write it all down in list form cuz thts easier :]
1) will and kellie broke up. and they hate each other now. and im pretty sure will likes me. im not sure wat 2 feel about tht. ik im supposed 2 b all happy but i think kellies mad or sumthing, so idk.
2) skipper likes some1 else. he told me. nuff said. :( well idk!! it's so confusing!! I mean, he acts like he likes me, I'm not even kidding, but I guess he likes someone else. For the record, we were talking about her a couple months ago, and he said she has no idea who he is. They never even talked b4. Talk about shallow!!
3) softball gamess! OMG I was picked for the All-Star game. :)
4) This random kid named Cooper likes me now. He used to like...um.... Nina I think?? Whatevs. He's not that cute.
5) I think (not sure) that this rlly annoying, bossy, uncute kid likes me. His name is Nigel (puke)

Anyway, about Operation Luv I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME!! Let's look at the facts here. (Ready for another list?)

1) Skipper like someone else
2) He acts like he likes me.
3) We text/talk alot

Ok Here's my conclusion

Conclusion:
Okay, I think Skipper sort of likes someone else, but he kinda likes me. I think he's on the verge of liking me but doesn't want to tell anyone. I can make him like at me. The only thing messing this up is Spring Break :(

Time for another list!!! :)

Things I have to do to get Skipper to like me:

1) Okay. I only have one more day before spring break!!
2) I will dress really hot and like obsess over my hair and maybe more makeup or something, idk, i just have to look REALLY hot for tomorrow so that will be the lasting image over spring break :)
3) Okay, text him tomorrow after the trrack meet or sumthing.
4) Talk to him during class and stuff.
5) JUST BE MY FRICKING AWESOME SELF!

Okay.

Problems with these plans:

1) He likes someone else
2) KELLIE LIKES HIM (I know, shocker, right? She always goes after guys I like, not that she knows (I haven't told any1 yet) but still, isn't that horrible. She went out with him before! (I know, i know, how come he will go out with FREAKING KELLIE and not me? He only went out with her from pity and he swore never to go to "that" again (At least that's what he told me)))
3) He likes someone else.
4) Spring Break!! That's going to take a big chunk out of my time!! :(
5) He likes someone else.

I think I'm going to go cry now. :'(

The Cupcake Party, a.k.a When My Life Shattered :(

THIS IS JUST TO SAY THAT THERE WILL BE ABSOLUTELY NO MORE TALKING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED AT THE CUPCAKE PARTY ON THIS BLOG OR I WILL FREAK OUT. LET'S JUST SAY THAT IT WASN'T EXACTLY WHAT I EXPECTED AND THANK GOD THAT MARCUS SMITH GOT SUSPENDED OR THE GOSSIP AT SCHOOL WOULD STILL BE REVOLVING AROUND YOURS TRULY AND IM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THE DRAMA. IT WAS ONE NIGHT AND I DONT EVEN HAVE A BOYFRIEND UNLIKE KAL!!! SO DONT FREAKING BLAME ME AND WOULD EVERYONE AT SCHOOL STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE IM A SLUT OR SOMETHING?!??! THAT WOULD BE NICE. OH, AND BY THE WAY, JUST BECAUSE I WENT A LITTLE, UMMMM, WILD, FOR ONE FREAKING NIGHT DOES NOT MEAN THAT EVERY SINGLE BOY IN THE SCHOOL CAN START TREATING ME LIKE IM A COVERGIRL OR SOMETHING. OH, AND NATHAN, THERE'S NO WAY IN HELL I WILL "SEE YOU AGAIN."
 OH WHATEVER. 

***note: sorry about the ranting/shouting in caps lock. i know that's rude/uncalled for. but since the followers count is still at a big fat z-e-r-o this seems like the perfect place to just vent. :) So if ur reading this, which u must be since u know u r reading this, uhhh, just keep tht in mind. tehehe so sorry about that and there will be no further explaination since, like i said, there will be no talking about anything that went on in the cupcake party. but you can pretty much guess. read between the lines, u know. well im out cuz i got 2 go eat chinese with the girlies and break down my, ehmmm, situation for the billionth time. bye, peeps****

Wild Night :)

Ughhhhhh, I feel like crap. :(

Got home at like 3:30 and felll asleep in the hallway :p. Mom found me there at 7 this morning and made me get up. So all I've been doing for the past hour is EATING. I've already gone through two bowls of cereal, 4 chocolate chip cookies, and a bag of Chex Mix. :( I feel like I'm gonna puke. Oh, and this is so going to help my abs for softball. NOT! :(

Soooo, anyway, about the baseball game last night. It kinda morphed into this whole party thing.

The game itself was kinda disappointing. If I didn't have my 3 Chickas it would have been a total flop.  All the hot boys were actually playing, so it was really boring. And the whole "big group" thing never really materialized. The only people who came were Kellie&Will (who, btw, didn't do ANYTHING. Will didn't even hold her hand. Wow, just wow.) Tara, and this guy with light blonde hair whos in none of my classesss (unfairness!! he's cuteee) named Marcus, and some random girl named Bella. SKIPPER DIDN'T COME!!! :(
I just hung out with my BFF's (Nina, Mirriam and Kal) the entire game cuz everyone else is just toooo pathetic, hahaha. It was actually really fun cuz we went over to Nina's apartment b4 the game to get all prettty-ied up.
 To show our spirit, we all wore this really funny outfits to SCHOOL!!!!! (it's the first game of the season; they start early) we all wore baseball jerseys from our BF's, (or, in my case, Brody's...and in Nina's case, one of her guy-friends cuz of tht whole "luv-triangle" thing...)  The jerseys were kind of ugly so we made them a little more feminine by tying leather belts with pink buckles around them. we wore them over black leggings too and then little boots and we actually looked really hawt. :) Then we sprinkled glitter in our hair.
At Nina's, after school, we upped the look even more with Kal putting her signature smoky-eyes on all of us!!!! I <3 that girl!! :).Then Mirriam showed us how to bunch up the jerseys so tht they wouldn't be sooo baggy. :)
We looked awesome and I'm pretty sure tht a couple kids missed catches cuz they were too busy staring. :). Hahahhaha, maybe that's exageration, but watevs.
we were flirting with all the boys in the dugout until like the 8th inning when the coach finally told them to "shut up, let the chicks do something by themselves, and get ur heads in the gamee!!!" I didn't see wat the problem was cuz they ended up winning 7-4.
Sooo, the game ended at 10 but we didn't feel like going home. Since Nina's parents weren't home she offered to have everyone over at her place. So we all went and a bunch of kids from the team and Kellie and Will had to go home! :) Muahahaha.
Kal is a pro at throwing parties. We all went over to CVS before going to Nina's s that we could buy supplies (e.g., Mountain Dew, TONS of Red Bull, Coke, Mentos, Skittles, a jumbo bag of Sour Patch Kids, airhorns, silly string, and 5 containers of whipped cream.) The boys were acting like retards as usual, hardly paying for any of it. Kal didn't really care since she's like filthy rich kinda cuz her dad is like the head of something (erhm. awkward :p) Sooo, anyway, we got all our stuff and went over to Nina's.
We piled into the living room and then everything kinda fades into this blur of sugar and caffiene. I think we were  playing Truth or Dare and A LOT of shocking drama was revealed... that I'm not gonna share just in case someone actually starts reading this, which isn't really likely. And then we were playing Spin the Bottle and things got a little crazy and I think I was making out with a sophomore who's name was either Miles or Billy, I kinda forget and one of the boys put all the Mento's in one of the Coke bottles and it exploded and we all couldn't stop laughing and it was pretty funny but really messy and I was really confused :p. And when we finally ran out of Red Bull and candy at around 12, we decided it was time to go pranking. So we grabbed about 12 rolls of toilet paper from Nina's cellar and grabbed a bunch of other supplies. Then we all ran outside. Me and my BFF's have got the absolute best prank plans.
First, we went straight to Nina's cranky old betch of a neighnor and TP her lawn and her house, then we started honking the air horns, waking a bunch of people up. When we were running away, we squirted silly string all the way down the street. We finally got back home and couldn't stop laughing for nearly twenty minutes, I swear to god, it was hilarious. Them Mirriam found a movie, i think it was the Hangover, that Nina had bought on Netflix or something like that idk. So we all settled down to watch. And we took turns doing our traditiion, which is spraying whipped cream into each others mouths. I got nearly half a can before collasping into giggles and spewing some of it all over the living room :) I'm not sure what happened after that, but we were all watching the movie but kinda half asleep. When I woke up at 3 Kal and this boy who was so totally not her boyfriend were making out on the couch and I felt sorta dizzy and confused. Then I saw Mirriam curled up in the corner kissing Matt. Nina was half-asleep on the floor, eating whipped cream from the last container. "Nina!" I half whispered. "What time is it?" She sat up blearily and whipped out her phone, gazing blankly at the numbers on the screen. "Uh... 3." She muttered.
"Damn!" i shouted. I grabbed Kal's arm and pulled her away from the not-her-boyfriend guy. She looked confused, and her makeup was all smeared. "Whaddaya want???" She hissed. Not-her-boyfriend dude just looked confused. Mirriam saw us and pulled away from Matt, whispering something to him, and joined us. "Guys, we gotta go. Kal, it's like 3 hours past ur curfew." Thanks to Kal's hard-partying ways, her parents had imposed a strict midnight curfew on her.
This news woke Kal up fast "LET'S GO!" She screamed.
We sprinted all the way home, and that's when I fell alseep in the hallway. And now I'm writing this blog and eating potato chips doing a hundred crunches. :)
As Kal always says... "A Wild Night!"

~~~Ruby <333~~~

P.S Cupcake Party tonite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully I can stay awake :p.

My Bff's :D

Soooo, I'm goin 2 the baseball game with a huge group of people!! Including Will and Kellie and Tara who is getting really annoying. She just got turned down by the boy named Tanner, hahah! She thinks she's so cool but she's NOT. :p
Oh, I better explain about my BFF's and what a lot of narrow-minded ppls call a "clique." There's me, of course, the hot redhead :) hahahhaa.
Then there's Kal, my bff since I was in kindergarden. She looks a lot like Avril Lavigne, which is either good or bad from anyone's perspective. She has long blonde hair with a streak of pink, blue eyes always framed by a bunch of mascara and black eyeliner, while she somehow manages to NOT look raccoon-y . She's always the life of the party!!! If u ever feel like doin sumthing bad, Kal's ur girl! :) She's always bouncing between boys, and right now she's dating this freshman named Marshall who's an absolute dream...not to sound jealloouss!! :) hahahhaah. Nxt comes Mirriam. She reminds me of a china doll, with her pale, polished skin, big blue eyes, and long black hair. Mirriam is like the exact opposite of Kal: Calm, peaceful, serene, and respectful. Maybe that's why there so close; they balance each other out. Mirriam has been dating her boyfriend Matt since 5th grade!!!!! That's 3 freaking years!! Most relationships in our group last a couple months at most. But, contrary to what you would think, Mirriam and Matt's relationship never gets stale. They're always doing something; planning some new trip, going on dates, having fun...They're like a match made in heaven, the perfect couple. Our clique group has gotten so used them as a couple, we say their names together like one word: Mirriamandmat.
Nina is sooo pretty. She as chocolate-colored hair and caramel eyes. She's very tan, thanks to her Mexican heritage. Nina's the type of "one-of-the-guys" girl that boys are CONTSANTLY secretly crushing on. She's completely full of bubbly, happy, light-hearted fun. She can make light of any bad situation. But she's also completely lay-backed and relaxed, never flipping out or getting mad. (Well... she does have something of a penchant for starting drama.) Right now she's involved in this messy luv triangle thing with two of her good guy friends.
The four of us make up the besssttt group ever. Ruby and Kal and Mirriam and Nina... we've been friends 4ever and we'll stick together 4ever!!! :)
Anywayyyy, Operation Luv is going GREAT!!!! First of all, I seriously think Brody and Skipper are into me. I think **fingers crossed*** that Skipper will be at the game tonight, even though he's a runner and Brody's a football player. Soooo, anyway, Skipper was flirting with me a lot and so was Brody. I think I'm going to ask one of them out soon. Buttttt the only problem is that Skipper is Kellie's ex and u should never go out with one of ur friends ex's.... it's a recipe for awwwkwwarrddneess TRUST ME!!! Just ask me and me or Tara.... ***embarrassed giggle***
So, Cupcake Party tomorrow!!!!! :) I'll report more laterr!! :) I gotta go get ready for the movvieess!!! :)

Operation Luv :)

They are dating and it's all my fault.

Will & Kellie, Will & Kellie, Will & Kellie..... blecchhh!!!! It even sounds horrible.

ITS ALL MY FAULT. I was the one who set it up and egged them on. So farking masochistic :(
Okay. Okay. Okay. It's okay!!! Because I've still got my sekret weapon... Skipper! :) Now that Will is gone 100% for sure Skipper is my new target. Intiating Operation Luv! :)

He's in three of my classess and he sits next to me in one. I'm gonna have to go up to 10 on the Flirt-O-Meter hehehe. There is no way I'm losing Skip too. A Camson alway, ALWAYS, achieves her goals. Goal #1: Get Skipper to like me. I've got 2 back ups- Brody and Cooper. Brody because he always wants to be my lap partner and he's super sweet so I think he likes me. Cooper because there was that whole drama with him (blergghhh) cuz he liked my in 7th grade and I didnt like him, and then I liked him earlier this year and he didn't!!!! The IRONY!! I picked him cuz if he liked me before there's a chance he'll like me again...Right?

Tomorrow: baseball game!! I'm going with the girrllieess!!! (Including Kellie urhghrh)

Satuday: Cupcake Partayyy!!! :) Ha! I've stil got that over STUPID KELLIE and even more STUPID WILL. I was talking to them and this freshman named Lewie after practice today, and they are all so farking happy. Even worse, today Kellie is acting all super cool and she's so not. Pathetic!!

OMG. I just read this and realized I sound like a JEALOUS BETCH. :(

So, anyway, I've got to get Skipper to like me. Deadline: May 11th.

Cupcakes + Will + Kellie = Confusion!!!

Sorry that I didn't write yesterday... but the laptop EXPLODED!!!!! It dieddd! Hahaha, jk, but seriously it broke and wouldn't turn on. So my techwhizzz dad had 2 reboot it or whatever!! Soo... anyway that's why I didn't write yesterday. I'm gonna keep writing and hopefully someday someone will finally start reading thiss :)

So, guess what?? Apparently, today I was invited to a Cupcake Party. I know, it sounds realllllly weird! But some freshman and sophomores asked me, and I didn't want to turn them down since I'm younger and stuff, so it would be kind of rude.. right??? Anywayyyyyy.... I was alll like "What's a Cupcake Party? It sounds retarddedd!!!" But then my friend, Marlie, is all like "nooooo, nope u stupiddheadd (ok she didn't say "stupiddheadd" but u know wat I mean) and she said cupcake parties is where we all bring in cupcakes and taste them to see whose is best, and whoever loses has to drink/eat/do/kiss  whatever/whoever we want!!!!! And the winner gets to pick whatever we do next, like movies/parties/dancing or whateverrr!!!! It soundss awesomee!!! And when I told my friend Kristy she FLIPPED OUT!!! SHe was all like "omgomgomg u got invited to a cupcake parttyy!!! I farking hate u!! Only like, 4 8th graders get 2 go!!!! No fair betcchh!!!" It was hilarious

But this really freaky depressing thing happened today I'm so sad. :(

OK, Will doesn't like me anymoree!!!! I'm so sadmadbad and I don't even know why!!! I mean, it's not like I even was into Will at all. He's like a brother, but not anything more. Am I a sick, twisted, JEALOUS little girl for wanting him back?!?!? I mean, it was like, as long as he liked me it was okay and I could do whatever. But now that I lost him, I want him back more then anything. Does that even make sense??? I don't even know. It's like that quote, "the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence." when I had Will I didn't want him, but now that he's gone I'm starting to realize how cute/funny/sweet/nice he was. I am MESSED UP!!!! :(

What's even worse is that he likes Kellie. Kellie, of all people!! And he's going to ask her out TOMORROW!!!! That blonde glossified freak is so crazzaayy and farking violent. EVEN WORSE, I'm FRIENDS with her. She walked up to me and was like "do u like Will, cuz I do!" and I was alll confused. THE ONLY REASON WILL LIKES HER IS BECAUSE SHE LIKES HIM!!! he was always a sucker for attention, and now she's flirting with him like CRAZY and she's practically flinging herself at him and he farking fell for it! :( But THE WORST THING IS THAT IT'S MY FAULT!! I was teasing him and I was all like "shouldn't you be talking to Kellie?" and he said, "fine i'm gonna ask her on a date." OMGOMGOMG i want to dieee.

This suckss!!! Oh well, there's still the Cupcake Party.

And Skippper will be at the Cupcake Party. Things actually don't look so bad...

I have to go to dance practiceee!!!! :( Byeeeee <3

Luv,

~~~Ruby~~~