Lots and Lots of Stufff :)

heyyyy world, its the ruby-ster, bak again with more rambles ;). I think I'm probbss gonna just sttick with the color-coded stuff, it seems to be workin out pretty well. Topics!!! Boys,Friends, School, Sports, Personal.LOLOLOL.
Alrighty, let's just start with the PINK!!! :). Boys, boys, boys...what do i  do with them they drive me friggin NUTSSS!(hehe, that's what she said(; ) ssoooo, anyway, there are lots of them that I'm confused about. Time to go back to my bff...BULLET POINTS! :D

• Skipper--HOT as usual. I'm kinda afraid to say this, but I think I might seriously be in love with him. Ppl think it's weird that we've been dating so long and nvr say i love you. Well I actually take relationships seriously & so does he!! ♥ Everyone says I love you after like one month of dating so wtf. So ya. Making out on the Ski Lifts has been pretty fun ;).
• Max-i yi yi. Where do I start? We talk on the phone every night, he's always trying to hug or kiss me, and we flirt like crazy. Which totally conflicts with ^^^^. Gosh i used to think there was 0 hot guys and now there's way too many. And with Intramural Fitness & Student Gov, I see him waaaayyyy too much. O! I told my friend Maddy about him, and how I ~like~ him. Eek.
• Will-Ys he's good. He's obviously in ♥ with me everyone tells me that including him. He even broke up with his gf for me! I yi yi he's way too much of a brother for me to think of him like that.
• Ryan-OOKKK im gonna sound like a) a slut b) a whore and c) a bitch, but there's anothr guy. Who I kinda ~like~ Hes just super attractive && he just broke up with**wait for it** Kellie!!!!! UGHHHH shes a DRAMA QUEEN! we called her at the party on friday and she flipppeedddd outttt! annnnyyywayyy, Im gonna try not to think about him. I always go to partys with him there and have a super big (((crush))) on him for like two days, then get over it. That's happened at least 8 times before. EEEiigghhtt!!!
• SOOOO YA, to sum everything up, Im gonna try to forget EVERYONE & focus on Skipper. At least until March 1st. That's when I'm gonna make my BIG decision don don don. OMG! Its a new operation! I'll call it.. Operation Make Up Your Mind (MUYM) Alrightyy, lets make this officiall!!!:

Operation Make Up Your Mind
Deadline: March 1st

Movinggg On!! it's FRIENDS time bittccheezzz. K, well lots of nice juicy drama has been going on ;).
-THE GIRRLIIEEZZZ!- Well, lets see. Kal is doing amazing, and shes been a little less boy-crazy lately. We had a huggeee ♥ to ♥ last week, && i played the dr phil role. WOOWW I could be a physicatrist(or however you spell it) for reaallzz man, cuz im just so cool like that. BCUZ i didn't even know that i knew this stuff but it just came out. I said that the reason kal dates so many guys is that shes trying to fill this hole deep inside of her. Thats y she has so many guys songs on her ipod, cuz she loves it when guys talk to her sweet or treat her right, etc. she almost filled that hole with the (((DUDEE)) *the one that got her almost-pregnant* but she was scared too and he pushed too fast, so its empty again. so she needs to find a sweet, almost nerdy guy, who will help her and be nice to herr! Nina has guy probs toooo...she cant hold down a boyfriend!! As for Mir, well she's doing fine and got some sweet poetry published in the school mag!! :) The girls and I do everything together--we have Study Wednesdays, Friday-Night Sleepovers, host Saturday Partys every week, organize Ski Trips every Sunday, And have Pair Hangouts (i.e. Me and Nina, Mir and Kal, or Me and Kal, Mir and Nina, or watevs.) on Tuesdays and Thursdays, & Mondays are our Spa Days where we recap the crazy weekends. ;) And then twice a month we do really cool stuff (trips on the train, ice skating, etc.) I dont think anyone has ever had this great of a friendship u no, it's perfect in just every way and we have everything planned out so it's just perfect & amazing. :)
Kerry--Annoyyingg, as usual. Gsh, I dont think I even like her! Shes always complaining and being annoying. Wattevvssss, she's still my neighbor and liek bff soo yaa.a
-Maddy-Greeeaat! But shes got guy probs too! o ya and a few days ago she got suupppeerrr mad at me for NO REASONN! i yi yi. Poor mads she got rejected by a sevie! Had a **skool-nite** sleepover with her on thursday with her and Kerry
-Kellie-Great, but Im pretty sure shes gonna be mad at me at skool bcuz she heard my voice during our party prank call with Ryan.
-Patricia-Shes so annoying how she always brags about everything >:(. But Im gonna keep that to myself. Were really really really close--as in walk into their house without knocking an head straight to the kitchen--type of bff. We still have really fun pizza nights--we gossip, read magazines, scare the pizza guy, then watch House, Degrassi & Glee. :)
-Shauna- She's great, trying to set her up with this guys but its not realy working out lolol. She's super mature and just so over the pettiness and the bragging, and that's what makes her so much fun.
-Rachel-Gosh one of the more annoying ones, but really funny, we needs to hang out again soon! LOLOL.
-Lilly--Even tho I don't talk to her that much, she came on our ski trip and she's really funny!
As u can c, I secretly hate most of my friends. Whateverrrrr!!!!!!


Sports!!!

• Volleyball-Still training off season and playing for JO!!(Junior Olympics) heelll to the yesss. Nxt year I'm gonna kill. One of the only two starting freshmen on varsity=killlaaaa as a sophomore. ;)
• Dance-Still going grreat. Movinn myy boddyy yayyyy. Still taking: hip-hop, ballet, jazz, and tap- plus conditioning ecchhh! dance tryouts in April i think!! Wisshhh mee lucckkk! :)
• Softball--ew, indoor softball is annoying. oh well I have to do it to train, u k. Im just gonna try my best and keep working hard. :)
• Y Classes--taking a bunncchh of classes at the YMCA! I go there every day since its only ten minutes away. I take--Yoga on Mon., Wed., and Fri.(mornings before school), Spinning on Tues., Zumba on Mon. Sat. and Sun., Kickboxing on Thurs., Self Defense once a month on Wed., & Swimming on Tuesday. Sat. and Sun. Its getting me in suchhh good shapee! All the classes are 30 minutes long, so I usually work out on the treadmills, eliptical, or indoor track before or after class, then I grab a coffee or Gatorade from the vending machine on my way out its soooo cool! 1/2 the time for my pair hangouts I take my friendss cuz its fun and im super busy!

School!!! My grades are still terriblee!
Honors Choir--A+
Honors Algebra 2--B
Honors Biology--A
P.E--A
Home Ec--A+
French--A
American History--A-
Honors English--A
Not only that but I THINK I FAILED A TEST IN MATH!!!!!!!! i yi yi im so ruined..even worse...the grading period only has 4 days left!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH! :(
E*X*T*R*A   C*R*E*D*I*T is my only hopee.


Nothing much going on in personal life. might redo my room!!!! more on that later ;) i mean im just sooooo busy, with Spa Mondays, Pair Hangouts, Study Wednesdays, Friday Night Sleepovers, Saturday Night Parties, Sunday Ski Trips, hanging out with other friends, dates, parties, jazz practice, hip hop practice, tap practice, ballet practice, dance conditioning, softball training, softball games, volleyball training, JO games, Yoga, Spinning, Zumba, Kickboxing, Self-Defense, and homework, Im SOOOO busy! I cant even watch tv and I can barely text/ Skype anymore! I yi yi!!!


 well ur probs sick of my rraammbblleess, and my hands are tired of typing, & I WANT A SMOOOTHIEEE! so um BYE!


Your Favorite Pelliroja Red Ruby Queen Fashionista Ammaazzingg Girlie,
~~Ruby C ♥♥♥~~


PS Love all of ya, plzzz follow me :) Thats goin to you Melissa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<333

Shocking Dramatic Revelationsss!!!!

Hello! It's me again! Aren't you just overjoyed i'm finallllyyyy posting again???!! Hehe. Now, good news. Got back on my twitter!!! :D Still locked out of email, sadly. Anyway, more SHOCKING events have been going on in my life, which is more like a soap opera then a sitcom by now...


ok,  there's something im going to say that will probably change my life forever. Still no followers(hehe), so i'm just gonna spill the beanz on here. bcuz honestly, if i don't tell someone, even if it's just the blogosphere, about this then i'm literally just going to explode. ok, well here goes...


I THINK I'M HOPELESSLY IN LOVE WITH MAX HILKIN.


Yes. U heard me. Not Skipper. Max fricking Hilkin: an 8th grader&star quarterback with gorgeous curly dark hair and chocolate-colored eyes. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.


K, so maybe i might possibly calm down if i list out what happened:


HOW MY LIFE WENT FROM PERFECT TO INSANE:


1. I joined this after-school club called the Student Government. My girls are in it, and so is Skipper, Will, etc. It's from both the HS and the middle skool, so there are 7&8 graders there too. Well, 4 some reason, even tho i'm not a Pres, all the 8 graders like LOVE me. they started constantly txting me & inviting mee over. honestly, it was annoying. But there was two that stood out. The first one is my new bffffff, Melody Anders. And the second one was...Max.


2. K, so u know those romance cliches that r like luv-at-first-sight. Honestly, that's what happened with me and Max. The moment I saw him, I was attracted to him. I couldn't help it. At first, I didn't care. I think tons of guys are attractive, but I still love Skipper.


3. Well, ok, this part is kinda my fault. And it's where things started to go wrong. So Max & I were assigned to the same community service project. And we started talking, mostly about the project. But I noticed he was flirting with me. Like seriously flirting with me. He kept touching me and stuff. & Then (my first major mistake) I gave him my #. &&& u can kinda tell how things went from thereee....

4. Skipper hates Max and keeps talking about how he's gonna beat him up and he said that Max is totally in luv with me... But he still thinks that I hate Max bcuz a) i am careful around skip, and b) I always tell him Max is annoying.


I FEEL LIKE SUCCCHHHHH A TERRIBLE BITCH! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! I THINK I'M JUST GOING TO WAIT AND MAYBE MY FEELINGS WILL CHANGE, but everyday i just like him more and i don't know what to do.

Ok, so that stuff bothers me so much i'm just going to move on. Back to my beeeloveddd lists:

• Skool--NOT good. I was this close from getting demoted from Honors Choir, but saved my self just in time. As for science, things are going terrible and i keep bombing the quizzess but i think i got a good grip on the latest stuff so iz all good. :P i have B's in science, history, and math. Accchhhh!!!! Trying to fix my gradeess, but it's super hard. :( Plus i have a couple of HUGE projects all due soon so.......yup.
• Sports- VB has been going pretty well, that is until last game. I don't know what happened, but I played TERRIBLY. I told the coach I was sick, honestly i was and i threw up after the game, so she's not mad; but i still feel horrible!! Not to mention that this week coaches r coming all the way from Chicago "evalute" us for this elite college volleyball prep camp in Colorado--and only like one freshman gets to go and only if they are like super amazzzinggg. So i'm kind of nervous for that. but i'm even more nervous (and excited) for this weekend--CHAMPIONSHIPS. I'M GOING TO DO AMAZING, I CAN ALREADY TELL!!! (sorry, just prepping mahself (: You know I gots to be ready!)
• Social Life--Life is gooood with the gurliezzz!!! Kal's recovering from her prego scare, Mir is bak into the group with warm arms after she got her rebound, and Nina has a steady boyfriend instead of like 200 flirt relationsshipppsss. I'm considering asking them for advice about the whole Max thing, but i think they might tell Skip or something and if they did i would literally just dieee. :(. We're planning a bonfire party at Kal's this Friday--super excitedd!!!! <3

Sooo, yups. I've got some other msicellaneous babbless for the blogosphere. If you haven't checked out whatmelissathinks.wordpress.com in a while, go there NOW. i mean seriously. (Well, when you're done reading myy stufffsss <3) She hasn't posted in a super long time but we been emailing and she said a post (plus a possible comments contest!!! *squeal!*) is coming soon so it's good times. i'm still suppppaaeerr dissapointed with the whole zerooo-followers deal, but whatesas. I'm trying to get the word out there...maybe join some more social networks. None of my girlz have Twitter, just Facebook, which is a MAJOR dissapointment, but they might join soon so ***woot woot!*** LOLZZZZ <3 If I get a follower I'm gonna do something kool like a contest or somethinggg. How sweeett would that b???? haahahaha. OHHHH, & i might start putting some Hairstyle How-To's cuz like, not 2 brag, but i'm superrr good with that sort of stuff (it's neccarsary when you're a pelliroja :P) I'm thinking of like doing my signature braid twists, or maybe something cool like my twisted bun. IDK, but if you're interesting liekee CONTTACCT ME, kzzz??? I think that would b pretty sick and I could put like a bunch of hairstlyess, so yup. :)

As for the operations, well I don't have one as of the moment. Which is kinda good if u think about it. But when I get a real one i'm actually get it by the deadline *PINKY PROMISE <3*

Wooooo, that was a pretty loooooong post. Hope I didn't boreee y'all. :PPP Anyways, i got homework to do, ppl to skype, and boys to text (max/skipper....oh god awkwarddd)

LOVE FROM THE RED RUBY QUEEN//YO FAVORITE REDHEAD IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD//SPARKLY.BUBBLY.GORGEOUS GIRLLL.....

~~Ruby Camson <3~~

i got a comment!

OMG! I got a COMMENT! from a real person! for realzzz.
Ok. in a parthetic mood right now. mainly cuz im obsessing over getting only 1 comment & also cuz i've posted on the blog twice in two days. which can only mean one thing. i'm a loser.
woooowww. sometimes i disgust even myself.
2 tell ya the truth, the weekend was actually packed. besides the friday nite sleepover with the girlies, we (meaning, yes, the girlies. but it was technically after our sleepova cuz it was 3 o'clock the next day. cuz we went home for a little bit. (hence the blog post at 11:00-ish.) then got back together again.) anywayy! we all biked down to the park near my house for red bull and flirting with Skip & his buds. :)
Theeeennn, had a v-ball game. i didn't actually play (stewpid frickin finger!) but i watched. and guess what we won! even tho it was close. cuz i wasnt playing. (hahaahhaha jk) [no really]
And then at around 10 Skipper and I went to the baseball game. Which was awesome cuz a) we won, b) skipper bought me a soda, c) he kissed me again, and i mean frenchie oooolalala. <3. And then....
***Drum Roll Please!****
Skipper Lenningdofic gave me a necklace! a real necklace! silver with a heart locket! & inside the locket was a pic of me&him! together! and he even put it on my neck for me! & it was so romantic & omgomgomgomgomgmogm!
I STILL CAN'T GET OVER IT!!!!
sorry. as i said, i'm a loser.
then...next day (2day) not much. watched a movie with some of my friends, not the girlies, other friends. then went to subway for lunch yum! and then we went to robeks! mmmm. then shopping with some other friends, got a couple cute stufff, u know. then another vball game still cant play (grrrrr) & then just took a shower, painted nails, did hair, u know Weekend Rehab type stuff :D
So  that's my weekend summed up in like 4 paragraphs. not looking forward to school tomorrow :(
Luv,

Ruby C! ♥♥♥

P.S. dear melissa ur totally awesomee1 thanx 4 the first comment! dudeee i read ur blog & its ahmazzingg. write more posts and make ur comment contests. any1 who's reading this (still not many ppl hehehee) check out whatmelissathinks.wordpress.com it rox! PLZ FOLLOW ME!

I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!

Soooo, haven't written in light-years or so. :P
But that's ok bcuz im writing now, arent I?????
Anyway, my sitcom continues. Although it has taken 2 much of a happy turn to b a real sitcom. 4 realz, brutha. :DDDD

A. Skip (Ya, i have a cute nickname for him now. suck it.) & I are still going out. He is the hottest blondie in the history of blondies. no joke. fair was AMAZINGG! (ever tried kissing at the top of a ferris wheel? you should. it's un-beee-leave-able!) & we've been on, hm....oh yeah, 4 (four!) other dates since: tubing, hanging out at the park, another movie, and a RESTURAUNT! things r getting prettty d*** seruious babieee! (ok, even if the "resturaunt" was chipotle :PPPP)  <3

B. chickas bein amazzing, as usuaalll. Everything kinda settlin down from MAJOR-FREAK-OUT-DRAMA mode. tehehehe. :) nina has a boyfriend! kal is taking a much needed break from boys and such. as for the whole mirriam-matt drama, guess what....she got a new guy!!! (how do you spell rebound relationship? oh well, at least she's happy. :D the girls and i have started a friday nite sleepova tradition which always includes lots of chick flicks, ice cream sundaes, gossip circles, and of course whipped cream. <333

C. As for v-ball, the true love of my life...i'm a starter. (woot-woot-woot!) we're undefeated!!!! :). But an injury to my finger took me out for the last 2 games. Gettin the cast off next week.

D. Inspirational Quote of the Day:

You gotta give all u got in life, otherwise it's not worth living. Shoot high, work hard, go far.
--Ruby Camson


SO i guesss that's pretty much all that you need to know. FOLLOW ME! NOT EVEN JOKING I neeeeeeeeedddddd FOLLOWERS! ITS PATHETIC!

L♥ve,

~~~~~Ruby Camson, girl extraordinare~~~~~

Heyyy world! Life is being it's usual sucky life as of now, except for 1 thing:

I. HAVE. A. BOYFRIEND. !!!!!

His name is...Skipper. Ya, that's right. THE Skipper. The one that I've been moaning/griping/obsessing about 4 like, a year. He called me and we were just talking (ya, i was supppaa nervous, but NO FRICKING WAY is this redhead going to let him know she's been freaaakingg out about him for SO LONG. Anywayyy, we were chitt chatting and then he asked me out! OMG! he asked me to the movies! and I said....yes! (No frickin duh)

And then....we both got dropped off at the theater that night (we were watching Bad Teacher)
And then... we ordered a large popcorn and a soda with 2 straws (so we could share!)
And then...the movie kinda sucked not that we were paying attention (all I could think about was HIM!)
And then.....(drum roll please)

SKIPPER KISSED ME!!!!!!!!

****Victory Dance!****

Operationnn Loveee Complete!
Operationnn Hot Summre Luv Complete!
Operationnn Mr. Right Complete!

All in one day! :)


P.S. Ya i know it's a teennny bit past the deadline, but watevesass
P.P.S. He has really soft lips. And he tasted like butter popcorn and Tic-Tacs. (I know, isn't it crazy that he used breath mints for muah!!?)
P.P.P.S Aaaaaand....he asked me out on another date to the fair. Together. OMG.


Excuse me while I go scream in joy! :)

stuffff :]

ok. so a lot has happened since i last posted. i mean A LOT!!! im gonna write it all down in list form cuz thts easier :]
1) will and kellie broke up. and they hate each other now. and im pretty sure will likes me. im not sure wat 2 feel about tht. ik im supposed 2 b all happy but i think kellies mad or sumthing, so idk.
2) skipper likes some1 else. he told me. nuff said. :( well idk!! it's so confusing!! I mean, he acts like he likes me, I'm not even kidding, but I guess he likes someone else. For the record, we were talking about her a couple months ago, and he said she has no idea who he is. They never even talked b4. Talk about shallow!!
3) softball gamess! OMG I was picked for the All-Star game. :)
4) This random kid named Cooper likes me now. He used to like...um.... Nina I think?? Whatevs. He's not that cute.
5) I think (not sure) that this rlly annoying, bossy, uncute kid likes me. His name is Nigel (puke)

Anyway, about Operation Luv I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME!! Let's look at the facts here. (Ready for another list?)

1) Skipper like someone else
2) He acts like he likes me.
3) We text/talk alot

Ok Here's my conclusion

Conclusion:
Okay, I think Skipper sort of likes someone else, but he kinda likes me. I think he's on the verge of liking me but doesn't want to tell anyone. I can make him like at me. The only thing messing this up is Spring Break :(

Time for another list!!! :)

Things I have to do to get Skipper to like me:

1) Okay. I only have one more day before spring break!!
2) I will dress really hot and like obsess over my hair and maybe more makeup or something, idk, i just have to look REALLY hot for tomorrow so that will be the lasting image over spring break :)
3) Okay, text him tomorrow after the trrack meet or sumthing.
4) Talk to him during class and stuff.
5) JUST BE MY FRICKING AWESOME SELF!

Okay.

Problems with these plans:

1) He likes someone else
2) KELLIE LIKES HIM (I know, shocker, right? She always goes after guys I like, not that she knows (I haven't told any1 yet) but still, isn't that horrible. She went out with him before! (I know, i know, how come he will go out with FREAKING KELLIE and not me? He only went out with her from pity and he swore never to go to "that" again (At least that's what he told me)))
3) He likes someone else.
4) Spring Break!! That's going to take a big chunk out of my time!! :(
5) He likes someone else.

I think I'm going to go cry now. :'(

My Bff's :D

Soooo, I'm goin 2 the baseball game with a huge group of people!! Including Will and Kellie and Tara who is getting really annoying. She just got turned down by the boy named Tanner, hahah! She thinks she's so cool but she's NOT. :p
Oh, I better explain about my BFF's and what a lot of narrow-minded ppls call a "clique." There's me, of course, the hot redhead :) hahahhaa.
Then there's Kal, my bff since I was in kindergarden. She looks a lot like Avril Lavigne, which is either good or bad from anyone's perspective. She has long blonde hair with a streak of pink, blue eyes always framed by a bunch of mascara and black eyeliner, while she somehow manages to NOT look raccoon-y . She's always the life of the party!!! If u ever feel like doin sumthing bad, Kal's ur girl! :) She's always bouncing between boys, and right now she's dating this freshman named Marshall who's an absolute dream...not to sound jealloouss!! :) hahahhaah. Nxt comes Mirriam. She reminds me of a china doll, with her pale, polished skin, big blue eyes, and long black hair. Mirriam is like the exact opposite of Kal: Calm, peaceful, serene, and respectful. Maybe that's why there so close; they balance each other out. Mirriam has been dating her boyfriend Matt since 5th grade!!!!! That's 3 freaking years!! Most relationships in our group last a couple months at most. But, contrary to what you would think, Mirriam and Matt's relationship never gets stale. They're always doing something; planning some new trip, going on dates, having fun...They're like a match made in heaven, the perfect couple. Our clique group has gotten so used them as a couple, we say their names together like one word: Mirriamandmat.
Nina is sooo pretty. She as chocolate-colored hair and caramel eyes. She's very tan, thanks to her Mexican heritage. Nina's the type of "one-of-the-guys" girl that boys are CONTSANTLY secretly crushing on. She's completely full of bubbly, happy, light-hearted fun. She can make light of any bad situation. But she's also completely lay-backed and relaxed, never flipping out or getting mad. (Well... she does have something of a penchant for starting drama.) Right now she's involved in this messy luv triangle thing with two of her good guy friends.
The four of us make up the besssttt group ever. Ruby and Kal and Mirriam and Nina... we've been friends 4ever and we'll stick together 4ever!!! :)
Anywayyyy, Operation Luv is going GREAT!!!! First of all, I seriously think Brody and Skipper are into me. I think **fingers crossed*** that Skipper will be at the game tonight, even though he's a runner and Brody's a football player. Soooo, anyway, Skipper was flirting with me a lot and so was Brody. I think I'm going to ask one of them out soon. Buttttt the only problem is that Skipper is Kellie's ex and u should never go out with one of ur friends ex's.... it's a recipe for awwwkwwarrddneess TRUST ME!!! Just ask me and me or Tara.... ***embarrassed giggle***
So, Cupcake Party tomorrow!!!!! :) I'll report more laterr!! :) I gotta go get ready for the movvieess!!! :)

Operation Luv :)

They are dating and it's all my fault.

Will & Kellie, Will & Kellie, Will & Kellie..... blecchhh!!!! It even sounds horrible.

ITS ALL MY FAULT. I was the one who set it up and egged them on. So farking masochistic :(
Okay. Okay. Okay. It's okay!!! Because I've still got my sekret weapon... Skipper! :) Now that Will is gone 100% for sure Skipper is my new target. Intiating Operation Luv! :)

He's in three of my classess and he sits next to me in one. I'm gonna have to go up to 10 on the Flirt-O-Meter hehehe. There is no way I'm losing Skip too. A Camson alway, ALWAYS, achieves her goals. Goal #1: Get Skipper to like me. I've got 2 back ups- Brody and Cooper. Brody because he always wants to be my lap partner and he's super sweet so I think he likes me. Cooper because there was that whole drama with him (blergghhh) cuz he liked my in 7th grade and I didnt like him, and then I liked him earlier this year and he didn't!!!! The IRONY!! I picked him cuz if he liked me before there's a chance he'll like me again...Right?

Tomorrow: baseball game!! I'm going with the girrllieess!!! (Including Kellie urhghrh)

Satuday: Cupcake Partayyy!!! :) Ha! I've stil got that over STUPID KELLIE and even more STUPID WILL. I was talking to them and this freshman named Lewie after practice today, and they are all so farking happy. Even worse, today Kellie is acting all super cool and she's so not. Pathetic!!

OMG. I just read this and realized I sound like a JEALOUS BETCH. :(

So, anyway, I've got to get Skipper to like me. Deadline: May 11th.

Cupcakes + Will + Kellie = Confusion!!!

Sorry that I didn't write yesterday... but the laptop EXPLODED!!!!! It dieddd! Hahaha, jk, but seriously it broke and wouldn't turn on. So my techwhizzz dad had 2 reboot it or whatever!! Soo... anyway that's why I didn't write yesterday. I'm gonna keep writing and hopefully someday someone will finally start reading thiss :)

So, guess what?? Apparently, today I was invited to a Cupcake Party. I know, it sounds realllllly weird! But some freshman and sophomores asked me, and I didn't want to turn them down since I'm younger and stuff, so it would be kind of rude.. right??? Anywayyyyyy.... I was alll like "What's a Cupcake Party? It sounds retarddedd!!!" But then my friend, Marlie, is all like "nooooo, nope u stupiddheadd (ok she didn't say "stupiddheadd" but u know wat I mean) and she said cupcake parties is where we all bring in cupcakes and taste them to see whose is best, and whoever loses has to drink/eat/do/kiss  whatever/whoever we want!!!!! And the winner gets to pick whatever we do next, like movies/parties/dancing or whateverrr!!!! It soundss awesomee!!! And when I told my friend Kristy she FLIPPED OUT!!! SHe was all like "omgomgomg u got invited to a cupcake parttyy!!! I farking hate u!! Only like, 4 8th graders get 2 go!!!! No fair betcchh!!!" It was hilarious

But this really freaky depressing thing happened today I'm so sad. :(

OK, Will doesn't like me anymoree!!!! I'm so sadmadbad and I don't even know why!!! I mean, it's not like I even was into Will at all. He's like a brother, but not anything more. Am I a sick, twisted, JEALOUS little girl for wanting him back?!?!? I mean, it was like, as long as he liked me it was okay and I could do whatever. But now that I lost him, I want him back more then anything. Does that even make sense??? I don't even know. It's like that quote, "the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence." when I had Will I didn't want him, but now that he's gone I'm starting to realize how cute/funny/sweet/nice he was. I am MESSED UP!!!! :(

What's even worse is that he likes Kellie. Kellie, of all people!! And he's going to ask her out TOMORROW!!!! That blonde glossified freak is so crazzaayy and farking violent. EVEN WORSE, I'm FRIENDS with her. She walked up to me and was like "do u like Will, cuz I do!" and I was alll confused. THE ONLY REASON WILL LIKES HER IS BECAUSE SHE LIKES HIM!!! he was always a sucker for attention, and now she's flirting with him like CRAZY and she's practically flinging herself at him and he farking fell for it! :( But THE WORST THING IS THAT IT'S MY FAULT!! I was teasing him and I was all like "shouldn't you be talking to Kellie?" and he said, "fine i'm gonna ask her on a date." OMGOMGOMG i want to dieee.

This suckss!!! Oh well, there's still the Cupcake Party.

And Skippper will be at the Cupcake Party. Things actually don't look so bad...

I have to go to dance practiceee!!!! :( Byeeeee <3

Luv,

~~~Ruby~~~

Somee Random Thoughts :)

Soo, Day 2 of the New Blog! :) This day was ppprreetttyyyy normal. I mean, for some reason, all the teachers at school just decided to BOMB us with homeworrkk :(

Life is HARSH!

Anywayyyyy, this weekend SUCKED big timeee cuz i was sick as a dog! :( I was puking like crazy and I was running a fever of around 100. I mean, who gets sick on a weekendd??!?!?!? The universe is full of crueltyyy!!! :p It's even worse that, of course, I happen to be all fine-and-dandy by the time Monday rolls around. My life is completely unfair.

SO... (so) SOOO??? So! So...

SCHOOL DRAMA!! I hate it, but I can't seem to get away from it....I attract drama like sugar attracts ants (Notice how I used a simile there... Ms. Jeckster would be soooo proud!) Anywayyy, friend X (I don't want to mention any names on the off chance someone will actually read this crap) is mad at friend Y. Apparentlyy, Y was calling X's friend Z a betcch and stuff like that. So X stopped talking to Y, but Y didn't know that X knew about Z, so she's all confused and she's like freaking out and stuff!! :(

YOU CAN SEE MY PAIN!!

After softball practicee, all I wanted to do was sleep and eat mint chocolate chip ice cream for the rest of the day. But, as I mentioned before, all the teachers made some evil mass decision to give us a TON of homework. So I've been working on that alll day!!! I'm so mad.

Sooo anyway, I'm trying to figure out my feelings (Love? Hatred? Friendship? Annoyance?) towards this erm, certain kid, who's name may or may not be Skipper Lenningdofic. ***sighs in love hatred friendship annoyance confusion*** Ok, I'll admit it.... he's gorgeous.... and funny.... and exttremely talented....but he's also annoying..... and egotistic ...... and wayyy to "macho!" Whatever!!! After all, when I dumped my last boyfriend I SWORE that I was completely through with boys all together. There just too confusing!! And, as my parents put it, boys "distract from my priorities" Blech.

Wellll, that's all for now. I promiseddd that I would tell the truth even if it's really slightly pathetic  unamusing!!

XOXO <333,

~~Ruby C.~~