The Cupcake Party, a.k.a When My Life Shattered :(

THIS IS JUST TO SAY THAT THERE WILL BE ABSOLUTELY NO MORE TALKING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED AT THE CUPCAKE PARTY ON THIS BLOG OR I WILL FREAK OUT. LET'S JUST SAY THAT IT WASN'T EXACTLY WHAT I EXPECTED AND THANK GOD THAT MARCUS SMITH GOT SUSPENDED OR THE GOSSIP AT SCHOOL WOULD STILL BE REVOLVING AROUND YOURS TRULY AND IM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THE DRAMA. IT WAS ONE NIGHT AND I DONT EVEN HAVE A BOYFRIEND UNLIKE KAL!!! SO DONT FREAKING BLAME ME AND WOULD EVERYONE AT SCHOOL STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE IM A SLUT OR SOMETHING?!??! THAT WOULD BE NICE. OH, AND BY THE WAY, JUST BECAUSE I WENT A LITTLE, UMMMM, WILD, FOR ONE FREAKING NIGHT DOES NOT MEAN THAT EVERY SINGLE BOY IN THE SCHOOL CAN START TREATING ME LIKE IM A COVERGIRL OR SOMETHING. OH, AND NATHAN, THERE'S NO WAY IN HELL I WILL "SEE YOU AGAIN."
 OH WHATEVER. 

***note: sorry about the ranting/shouting in caps lock. i know that's rude/uncalled for. but since the followers count is still at a big fat z-e-r-o this seems like the perfect place to just vent. :) So if ur reading this, which u must be since u know u r reading this, uhhh, just keep tht in mind. tehehe so sorry about that and there will be no further explaination since, like i said, there will be no talking about anything that went on in the cupcake party. but you can pretty much guess. read between the lines, u know. well im out cuz i got 2 go eat chinese with the girlies and break down my, ehmmm, situation for the billionth time. bye, peeps****

My Bff's :D

Soooo, I'm goin 2 the baseball game with a huge group of people!! Including Will and Kellie and Tara who is getting really annoying. She just got turned down by the boy named Tanner, hahah! She thinks she's so cool but she's NOT. :p
Oh, I better explain about my BFF's and what a lot of narrow-minded ppls call a "clique." There's me, of course, the hot redhead :) hahahhaa.
Then there's Kal, my bff since I was in kindergarden. She looks a lot like Avril Lavigne, which is either good or bad from anyone's perspective. She has long blonde hair with a streak of pink, blue eyes always framed by a bunch of mascara and black eyeliner, while she somehow manages to NOT look raccoon-y . She's always the life of the party!!! If u ever feel like doin sumthing bad, Kal's ur girl! :) She's always bouncing between boys, and right now she's dating this freshman named Marshall who's an absolute dream...not to sound jealloouss!! :) hahahhaah. Nxt comes Mirriam. She reminds me of a china doll, with her pale, polished skin, big blue eyes, and long black hair. Mirriam is like the exact opposite of Kal: Calm, peaceful, serene, and respectful. Maybe that's why there so close; they balance each other out. Mirriam has been dating her boyfriend Matt since 5th grade!!!!! That's 3 freaking years!! Most relationships in our group last a couple months at most. But, contrary to what you would think, Mirriam and Matt's relationship never gets stale. They're always doing something; planning some new trip, going on dates, having fun...They're like a match made in heaven, the perfect couple. Our clique group has gotten so used them as a couple, we say their names together like one word: Mirriamandmat.
Nina is sooo pretty. She as chocolate-colored hair and caramel eyes. She's very tan, thanks to her Mexican heritage. Nina's the type of "one-of-the-guys" girl that boys are CONTSANTLY secretly crushing on. She's completely full of bubbly, happy, light-hearted fun. She can make light of any bad situation. But she's also completely lay-backed and relaxed, never flipping out or getting mad. (Well... she does have something of a penchant for starting drama.) Right now she's involved in this messy luv triangle thing with two of her good guy friends.
The four of us make up the besssttt group ever. Ruby and Kal and Mirriam and Nina... we've been friends 4ever and we'll stick together 4ever!!! :)
Anywayyyy, Operation Luv is going GREAT!!!! First of all, I seriously think Brody and Skipper are into me. I think **fingers crossed*** that Skipper will be at the game tonight, even though he's a runner and Brody's a football player. Soooo, anyway, Skipper was flirting with me a lot and so was Brody. I think I'm going to ask one of them out soon. Buttttt the only problem is that Skipper is Kellie's ex and u should never go out with one of ur friends ex's.... it's a recipe for awwwkwwarrddneess TRUST ME!!! Just ask me and me or Tara.... ***embarrassed giggle***
So, Cupcake Party tomorrow!!!!! :) I'll report more laterr!! :) I gotta go get ready for the movvieess!!! :)

Operation Luv :)

They are dating and it's all my fault.

Will & Kellie, Will & Kellie, Will & Kellie..... blecchhh!!!! It even sounds horrible.

ITS ALL MY FAULT. I was the one who set it up and egged them on. So farking masochistic :(
Okay. Okay. Okay. It's okay!!! Because I've still got my sekret weapon... Skipper! :) Now that Will is gone 100% for sure Skipper is my new target. Intiating Operation Luv! :)

He's in three of my classess and he sits next to me in one. I'm gonna have to go up to 10 on the Flirt-O-Meter hehehe. There is no way I'm losing Skip too. A Camson alway, ALWAYS, achieves her goals. Goal #1: Get Skipper to like me. I've got 2 back ups- Brody and Cooper. Brody because he always wants to be my lap partner and he's super sweet so I think he likes me. Cooper because there was that whole drama with him (blergghhh) cuz he liked my in 7th grade and I didnt like him, and then I liked him earlier this year and he didn't!!!! The IRONY!! I picked him cuz if he liked me before there's a chance he'll like me again...Right?

Tomorrow: baseball game!! I'm going with the girrllieess!!! (Including Kellie urhghrh)

Satuday: Cupcake Partayyy!!! :) Ha! I've stil got that over STUPID KELLIE and even more STUPID WILL. I was talking to them and this freshman named Lewie after practice today, and they are all so farking happy. Even worse, today Kellie is acting all super cool and she's so not. Pathetic!!

OMG. I just read this and realized I sound like a JEALOUS BETCH. :(

So, anyway, I've got to get Skipper to like me. Deadline: May 11th.

Cupcakes + Will + Kellie = Confusion!!!

Sorry that I didn't write yesterday... but the laptop EXPLODED!!!!! It dieddd! Hahaha, jk, but seriously it broke and wouldn't turn on. So my techwhizzz dad had 2 reboot it or whatever!! Soo... anyway that's why I didn't write yesterday. I'm gonna keep writing and hopefully someday someone will finally start reading thiss :)

So, guess what?? Apparently, today I was invited to a Cupcake Party. I know, it sounds realllllly weird! But some freshman and sophomores asked me, and I didn't want to turn them down since I'm younger and stuff, so it would be kind of rude.. right??? Anywayyyyyy.... I was alll like "What's a Cupcake Party? It sounds retarddedd!!!" But then my friend, Marlie, is all like "nooooo, nope u stupiddheadd (ok she didn't say "stupiddheadd" but u know wat I mean) and she said cupcake parties is where we all bring in cupcakes and taste them to see whose is best, and whoever loses has to drink/eat/do/kiss  whatever/whoever we want!!!!! And the winner gets to pick whatever we do next, like movies/parties/dancing or whateverrr!!!! It soundss awesomee!!! And when I told my friend Kristy she FLIPPED OUT!!! SHe was all like "omgomgomg u got invited to a cupcake parttyy!!! I farking hate u!! Only like, 4 8th graders get 2 go!!!! No fair betcchh!!!" It was hilarious

But this really freaky depressing thing happened today I'm so sad. :(

OK, Will doesn't like me anymoree!!!! I'm so sadmadbad and I don't even know why!!! I mean, it's not like I even was into Will at all. He's like a brother, but not anything more. Am I a sick, twisted, JEALOUS little girl for wanting him back?!?!? I mean, it was like, as long as he liked me it was okay and I could do whatever. But now that I lost him, I want him back more then anything. Does that even make sense??? I don't even know. It's like that quote, "the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence." when I had Will I didn't want him, but now that he's gone I'm starting to realize how cute/funny/sweet/nice he was. I am MESSED UP!!!! :(

What's even worse is that he likes Kellie. Kellie, of all people!! And he's going to ask her out TOMORROW!!!! That blonde glossified freak is so crazzaayy and farking violent. EVEN WORSE, I'm FRIENDS with her. She walked up to me and was like "do u like Will, cuz I do!" and I was alll confused. THE ONLY REASON WILL LIKES HER IS BECAUSE SHE LIKES HIM!!! he was always a sucker for attention, and now she's flirting with him like CRAZY and she's practically flinging herself at him and he farking fell for it! :( But THE WORST THING IS THAT IT'S MY FAULT!! I was teasing him and I was all like "shouldn't you be talking to Kellie?" and he said, "fine i'm gonna ask her on a date." OMGOMGOMG i want to dieee.

This suckss!!! Oh well, there's still the Cupcake Party.

And Skippper will be at the Cupcake Party. Things actually don't look so bad...

I have to go to dance practiceee!!!! :( Byeeeee <3

Luv,

~~~Ruby~~~