Shocking Dramatic Revelationsss!!!!

Hello! It's me again! Aren't you just overjoyed i'm finallllyyyy posting again???!! Hehe. Now, good news. Got back on my twitter!!! :D Still locked out of email, sadly. Anyway, more SHOCKING events have been going on in my life, which is more like a soap opera then a sitcom by now...


ok,  there's something im going to say that will probably change my life forever. Still no followers(hehe), so i'm just gonna spill the beanz on here. bcuz honestly, if i don't tell someone, even if it's just the blogosphere, about this then i'm literally just going to explode. ok, well here goes...


I THINK I'M HOPELESSLY IN LOVE WITH MAX HILKIN.


Yes. U heard me. Not Skipper. Max fricking Hilkin: an 8th grader&star quarterback with gorgeous curly dark hair and chocolate-colored eyes. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.


K, so maybe i might possibly calm down if i list out what happened:


HOW MY LIFE WENT FROM PERFECT TO INSANE:


1. I joined this after-school club called the Student Government. My girls are in it, and so is Skipper, Will, etc. It's from both the HS and the middle skool, so there are 7&8 graders there too. Well, 4 some reason, even tho i'm not a Pres, all the 8 graders like LOVE me. they started constantly txting me & inviting mee over. honestly, it was annoying. But there was two that stood out. The first one is my new bffffff, Melody Anders. And the second one was...Max.


2. K, so u know those romance cliches that r like luv-at-first-sight. Honestly, that's what happened with me and Max. The moment I saw him, I was attracted to him. I couldn't help it. At first, I didn't care. I think tons of guys are attractive, but I still love Skipper.


3. Well, ok, this part is kinda my fault. And it's where things started to go wrong. So Max & I were assigned to the same community service project. And we started talking, mostly about the project. But I noticed he was flirting with me. Like seriously flirting with me. He kept touching me and stuff. & Then (my first major mistake) I gave him my #. &&& u can kinda tell how things went from thereee....

4. Skipper hates Max and keeps talking about how he's gonna beat him up and he said that Max is totally in luv with me... But he still thinks that I hate Max bcuz a) i am careful around skip, and b) I always tell him Max is annoying.


I FEEL LIKE SUCCCHHHHH A TERRIBLE BITCH! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! I THINK I'M JUST GOING TO WAIT AND MAYBE MY FEELINGS WILL CHANGE, but everyday i just like him more and i don't know what to do.

Ok, so that stuff bothers me so much i'm just going to move on. Back to my beeeloveddd lists:

• Skool--NOT good. I was this close from getting demoted from Honors Choir, but saved my self just in time. As for science, things are going terrible and i keep bombing the quizzess but i think i got a good grip on the latest stuff so iz all good. :P i have B's in science, history, and math. Accchhhh!!!! Trying to fix my gradeess, but it's super hard. :( Plus i have a couple of HUGE projects all due soon so.......yup.
• Sports- VB has been going pretty well, that is until last game. I don't know what happened, but I played TERRIBLY. I told the coach I was sick, honestly i was and i threw up after the game, so she's not mad; but i still feel horrible!! Not to mention that this week coaches r coming all the way from Chicago "evalute" us for this elite college volleyball prep camp in Colorado--and only like one freshman gets to go and only if they are like super amazzzinggg. So i'm kind of nervous for that. but i'm even more nervous (and excited) for this weekend--CHAMPIONSHIPS. I'M GOING TO DO AMAZING, I CAN ALREADY TELL!!! (sorry, just prepping mahself (: You know I gots to be ready!)
• Social Life--Life is gooood with the gurliezzz!!! Kal's recovering from her prego scare, Mir is bak into the group with warm arms after she got her rebound, and Nina has a steady boyfriend instead of like 200 flirt relationsshipppsss. I'm considering asking them for advice about the whole Max thing, but i think they might tell Skip or something and if they did i would literally just dieee. :(. We're planning a bonfire party at Kal's this Friday--super excitedd!!!! <3

Sooo, yups. I've got some other msicellaneous babbless for the blogosphere. If you haven't checked out whatmelissathinks.wordpress.com in a while, go there NOW. i mean seriously. (Well, when you're done reading myy stufffsss <3) She hasn't posted in a super long time but we been emailing and she said a post (plus a possible comments contest!!! *squeal!*) is coming soon so it's good times. i'm still suppppaaeerr dissapointed with the whole zerooo-followers deal, but whatesas. I'm trying to get the word out there...maybe join some more social networks. None of my girlz have Twitter, just Facebook, which is a MAJOR dissapointment, but they might join soon so ***woot woot!*** LOLZZZZ <3 If I get a follower I'm gonna do something kool like a contest or somethinggg. How sweeett would that b???? haahahaha. OHHHH, & i might start putting some Hairstyle How-To's cuz like, not 2 brag, but i'm superrr good with that sort of stuff (it's neccarsary when you're a pelliroja :P) I'm thinking of like doing my signature braid twists, or maybe something cool like my twisted bun. IDK, but if you're interesting liekee CONTTACCT ME, kzzz??? I think that would b pretty sick and I could put like a bunch of hairstlyess, so yup. :)

As for the operations, well I don't have one as of the moment. Which is kinda good if u think about it. But when I get a real one i'm actually get it by the deadline *PINKY PROMISE <3*

Wooooo, that was a pretty loooooong post. Hope I didn't boreee y'all. :PPP Anyways, i got homework to do, ppl to skype, and boys to text (max/skipper....oh god awkwarddd)

LOVE FROM THE RED RUBY QUEEN//YO FAVORITE REDHEAD IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD//SPARKLY.BUBBLY.GORGEOUS GIRLLL.....

~~Ruby Camson <3~~

Another Messed-Up Post from your Favorite Messed-Up Redhead Chick

So, ehrm, it's me again. Welcome back to another episode of the drama/sitcom (because it's so pathetic it's funny) "The Messed-Up Life of Ruby Camson!" In this episode, I reveal more shocking, dramatic secrets, babbles randomly, and complains about the "utter sucky-ness" of my Messed-Up Life! (In other words, business as usual.) So, without further ado, let's go to the handy-dandy bullet points to quickly sum up the oh-so-shocking eeeeevents of my Messed-Up Life!!!

• OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOOOMMGGG! KAL HAD HER PERIOD!! WHICH, therefore, MEANS SHE ISNT PREGNANT!!! This calls for a victory dance... ***dances aroud wildly like an idiot*** Plus, the dickhead who got her, um, in that state is in JAIL! Victory Dance Round 2!!! ***dances more wildly like a bigger idiot***
• Well, I made the volleyball team. Yes, hold your applause until after the show **blushes softly** Pat-on-the-backs (virtual ones, obv.) are welcome.
• The Mirriam vs. Matt battle is heating up. Kal, Nina, and me instituted a No-Contact Rule. We knew this was the right call for a billion and three reasons... 1) Mirriam will get over Matt quicker if she doesnt contact him, 2) She has to show him that she is a strong, independent woman who doesn't go waving a white flag, 3) To prove that Mirriam can be herself without a boy to show her who she is, and...well i wont bore you with the other billion. But then Mir has to go and break the No-Contact Rule by calling him at 3 a.m. crying and giving a long, emotional speech into his voicemail. without going in gory detailz, she said she "feels like her heart has been ripped in two, and the one half has been stolen," she "can't live without" Matt, she misses his "sweet lips and the smell of Axe spray" and she feels "as if I've been living with the perfect counterweight, and now that the weight is gone, i will float away into the dark skies of misery." All of which go to show she's put WAYYY too much thought into this dickhead. well, Kal, Nina, and yours truly decided that she left us no choice but to use a little tough love. So we're ignoring Mirriam until she can get her act together. Harsh, I know, but tuff luv is always the best in cases like these (right???) and as soon as our gurly comes 2 her senses we'll welcome her back with open arms.
• Skip texted me. so excited to c him in the fall. omg i hope he's in my classes.
• Things with Will kinda faded off, idk.
• omg im just so happy about volleyball, x-cited about the future, scared.... ???
• MOST IMPORTANTLY, I started writing this amazing, thrilling novel. Unsure what to call it yet. Main Character: Cassandra William, the clever, witty, sexy, in-control herione who recieves a mysterious letter and tries to unravel the mystery surrounding it...while, in the meantime, developing a hot, steamy relationship with a co-worker named Sam Morganson
• maybe l00king for a new hawt luv interest when school starts. With that said, I have 2 new plans...

Plan 1: Operation Hawt Summer Luv (HSL)
Find a hottie somewhere (at the pool, at the park, on vacation in Maine??) and get to know him.**wink wink** follow up by a perfect, steamy first kiss. then come dream dates which include (but are not limited to) a. a picnic in a sunny field, b) stargazing at midnight, and c) going to a carnival together and kissing at the top of the ferris wheel. these dream dates will be puntuated by lots of long make-out sessions which will b totally hawt.
Deadline: August 23rd.

Plan 2: Operation Mr. Right
Find a really cute, sweet, smart, sensitive, caring guy at school. develop a huge crush on him. start flirting with him. finally ditch the tragic past of Skipper/Willie, which btw totally ruined my 8 grade year. :p. actually have a good romance instead of multiple bad romances (take that Lady Gaga!)
Deadline: October 11th.

I think both of these are pretty achievable. i dont know what happened in 8 grade. i mean in 7 grade i got all of the boys, i had them lining up, and everyone wanted to date me. but in 8 grade my luv life totally dried up. idk what happened, but im kinda hoping its 1 of those things where it like skips a generation. ok, so ik that doesnt really fit this case but OH WELL!

Well, I better be going. but before i leave, let me make this quick shout out.

Dear Haters,

i just wanted to personally thank u for trying to fuck with me. all u've done is made me a better/stronger person. oh, and fyi, you can never break me. u cant even knock me down. really, i don't give a shit about you. you can rag on me, but you'll always know that i'm stronger and better then you are. so why don't you give up now before you get urself in deeper shit. all ur doing is hurting yourself while i keep on party rocking. you think you can stop me? you cant even slow me down.

Love,

Ruby Camson



ah.... doesn't it feel great to vent? So...that's all folks. Stay tuned for the next episode of "The Messed-Up Life of Ruby Camson" Now in 3D!!!

~~~Ruby <3~~~

The Cupcake Party, a.k.a When My Life Shattered :(

THIS IS JUST TO SAY THAT THERE WILL BE ABSOLUTELY NO MORE TALKING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED AT THE CUPCAKE PARTY ON THIS BLOG OR I WILL FREAK OUT. LET'S JUST SAY THAT IT WASN'T EXACTLY WHAT I EXPECTED AND THANK GOD THAT MARCUS SMITH GOT SUSPENDED OR THE GOSSIP AT SCHOOL WOULD STILL BE REVOLVING AROUND YOURS TRULY AND IM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THE DRAMA. IT WAS ONE NIGHT AND I DONT EVEN HAVE A BOYFRIEND UNLIKE KAL!!! SO DONT FREAKING BLAME ME AND WOULD EVERYONE AT SCHOOL STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE IM A SLUT OR SOMETHING?!??! THAT WOULD BE NICE. OH, AND BY THE WAY, JUST BECAUSE I WENT A LITTLE, UMMMM, WILD, FOR ONE FREAKING NIGHT DOES NOT MEAN THAT EVERY SINGLE BOY IN THE SCHOOL CAN START TREATING ME LIKE IM A COVERGIRL OR SOMETHING. OH, AND NATHAN, THERE'S NO WAY IN HELL I WILL "SEE YOU AGAIN."
 OH WHATEVER. 

***note: sorry about the ranting/shouting in caps lock. i know that's rude/uncalled for. but since the followers count is still at a big fat z-e-r-o this seems like the perfect place to just vent. :) So if ur reading this, which u must be since u know u r reading this, uhhh, just keep tht in mind. tehehe so sorry about that and there will be no further explaination since, like i said, there will be no talking about anything that went on in the cupcake party. but you can pretty much guess. read between the lines, u know. well im out cuz i got 2 go eat chinese with the girlies and break down my, ehmmm, situation for the billionth time. bye, peeps****

Cupcakes + Will + Kellie = Confusion!!!

Sorry that I didn't write yesterday... but the laptop EXPLODED!!!!! It dieddd! Hahaha, jk, but seriously it broke and wouldn't turn on. So my techwhizzz dad had 2 reboot it or whatever!! Soo... anyway that's why I didn't write yesterday. I'm gonna keep writing and hopefully someday someone will finally start reading thiss :)

So, guess what?? Apparently, today I was invited to a Cupcake Party. I know, it sounds realllllly weird! But some freshman and sophomores asked me, and I didn't want to turn them down since I'm younger and stuff, so it would be kind of rude.. right??? Anywayyyyyy.... I was alll like "What's a Cupcake Party? It sounds retarddedd!!!" But then my friend, Marlie, is all like "nooooo, nope u stupiddheadd (ok she didn't say "stupiddheadd" but u know wat I mean) and she said cupcake parties is where we all bring in cupcakes and taste them to see whose is best, and whoever loses has to drink/eat/do/kiss  whatever/whoever we want!!!!! And the winner gets to pick whatever we do next, like movies/parties/dancing or whateverrr!!!! It soundss awesomee!!! And when I told my friend Kristy she FLIPPED OUT!!! SHe was all like "omgomgomg u got invited to a cupcake parttyy!!! I farking hate u!! Only like, 4 8th graders get 2 go!!!! No fair betcchh!!!" It was hilarious

But this really freaky depressing thing happened today I'm so sad. :(

OK, Will doesn't like me anymoree!!!! I'm so sadmadbad and I don't even know why!!! I mean, it's not like I even was into Will at all. He's like a brother, but not anything more. Am I a sick, twisted, JEALOUS little girl for wanting him back?!?!? I mean, it was like, as long as he liked me it was okay and I could do whatever. But now that I lost him, I want him back more then anything. Does that even make sense??? I don't even know. It's like that quote, "the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence." when I had Will I didn't want him, but now that he's gone I'm starting to realize how cute/funny/sweet/nice he was. I am MESSED UP!!!! :(

What's even worse is that he likes Kellie. Kellie, of all people!! And he's going to ask her out TOMORROW!!!! That blonde glossified freak is so crazzaayy and farking violent. EVEN WORSE, I'm FRIENDS with her. She walked up to me and was like "do u like Will, cuz I do!" and I was alll confused. THE ONLY REASON WILL LIKES HER IS BECAUSE SHE LIKES HIM!!! he was always a sucker for attention, and now she's flirting with him like CRAZY and she's practically flinging herself at him and he farking fell for it! :( But THE WORST THING IS THAT IT'S MY FAULT!! I was teasing him and I was all like "shouldn't you be talking to Kellie?" and he said, "fine i'm gonna ask her on a date." OMGOMGOMG i want to dieee.

This suckss!!! Oh well, there's still the Cupcake Party.

And Skippper will be at the Cupcake Party. Things actually don't look so bad...

I have to go to dance practiceee!!!! :( Byeeeee <3

Luv,

~~~Ruby~~~